the leftover

I want to bleed
Another, another, another
Give me another hope
Just cut it through it
Do you remember? 
The storm and the rain
How much left? 
I bled and I bled
Night after night
No sleep, no dream.
There is no hope 

She hurt me

So I am going to hurt myself

Till I can't feel anymore

Abyss in me

It gets deeper

It gets darker

No hand to hold

Raw feelings

Smile back to them

Give them what they want

Let them leave you alone

No hairs to run my fingers

My fingers linger

Hopeless